
True Stories From the Hospitals of Emerald, Portland
Finding meaning in loss is not the same as finding comfort. Meaning requires making the loss part of a larger narrative—integrating it into one's understanding of life in a way that preserves the significance of the person who died and the relationship that was lost. In Emerald, Portland, Maine, Physicians' Untold Stories provides material for this meaning-making process. The physician accounts of transcendent experiences at the boundary of life and death offer grieving readers a larger narrative—one in which death is not the end of the story but a chapter in an ongoing relationship between the living and the dead.

About the Author
Dr. Scott J. Kolbaba, MD is an internist at Northwestern Medicine in Wheaton, Illinois. He interviewed more than 200 physicians about their most extraordinary experiences.

Physicians' Untold Stories
by Scott J. Kolbaba, MD • 4.5 stars (1018 reviews)
Miraculous experiences doctors are hesitant to share with their patients, or ANYONE!
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Medical Fact
The first successful heart transplant was performed by Dr. Christiaan Barnard in 1967 in Cape Town, South Africa. The patient lived for 18 days.
Physician Burnout & Wellness Near Emerald, Portland
Physicians practicing in Emerald, Portland, Maine work at the intersection of modern medicine and experiences that resist explanation. In conversations that rarely leave the break room or the on-call suite, doctors in and around Emerald, Portland have reported encounters with phenomena that their training never prepared them for — from patients who describe verifiable details about events that occurred while they were clinically dead, to deathbed visions shared simultaneously by multiple family members, to recoveries that defy every prognostic model available.
The medical community in Emerald, Portland includes physicians across every stage of their careers — residents navigating the exhaustion of training, mid-career practitioners balancing clinical demands with family life, and veteran physicians carrying decades of experiences that challenge the boundaries of conventional medicine. Burnout touches all of them differently, but a common thread runs through: the desire to remember why they chose medicine in the first place, and the rare but profound moments that remind them.
Physician Burnout by Specialty
Percentage reporting at least one symptom (Medscape, 2024)
Medical Fact
Identical twins have different fingerprints but can share the same brainwave patterns — a finding that fascinates neuroscientists studying consciousness.
Physician Wellness, Grief & Finding Meaning Near Emerald, Portland
The immigrant communities that built the Northeast brought not only labor but rich healing traditions to hospitals near Emerald, Portland, Maine. Italian nonne with herbal remedies, Irish grandmothers with poultice recipes, Jewish bubbies with chicken soup prescriptions—these weren't superseded by modern medicine so much as absorbed into it. The best Northeast physicians know that healing has many valid sources.
Rehabilitation centers near Emerald, Portland, Maine are places where hope is tested and rebuilt daily. A patient who lost a limb learns to walk again. A stroke survivor relearns the alphabet. A burn victim looks in a mirror. The therapists who guide these journeys know that physical recovery is only half the work—the other half is helping patients reimagine what their lives can be.
Medical Fact
Anesthesia was first demonstrated publicly in 1846 at Massachusetts General Hospital — an event known as "Ether Day."
Faith, Medicine & the Unexplained in Emerald, Portland, Maine
The Quaker tradition of sitting in silence with the suffering has influenced medical practice near Emerald, Portland, Maine in ways that transcend religious affiliation. The concept of 'holding someone in the Light'—maintaining a compassionate, non-anxious presence—describes what the best physicians do instinctively. It's a spiritual practice that doubles as a clinical skill.
The Northeast's Hindu and Jain communities near Emerald, Portland, Maine bring karma-based frameworks to medical decision-making that can confuse unprepared physicians. A patient who views their illness as the fruit of past-life actions isn't being fatalistic—they're contextualizing suffering within a cosmic framework that provides meaning. The physician's role isn't to dismantle this framework but to work within it toward healing.
Did You Know?
The average hospital in the United States employs over 1,200 staff members and operates 24 hours a day, 365 days a year.
Ghost Stories and the Supernatural Near Emerald, Portland, Maine
The old New England tradition of deathbed watches has evolved into something unexpected in modern Emerald, Portland, Maine hospitals. Where Puritan families once gathered to witness the soul's departure, today's medical teams report the same phenomena their ancestors described—sudden drops in room temperature, the scent of flowers with no source, and the unmistakable feeling of a presence departing upward.
The garment district tragedies and tenement fires of the early 1900s created a reservoir of unresolved grief that still surfaces in Emerald, Portland, Maine hospitals. Emergency physicians describe treating patients who arrive with burns that exactly mirror those of Triangle Shirtwaist victims, only to find no fire, no burns, and no patient when they look again. The city remembers what the living try to forget.
Types of Phenomena in the Book
Distribution across 26 physician accounts
Did You Know?
The Caduceus — the winged staff with two snakes — is often mistakenly used as a medical symbol; the correct symbol is the Rod of Asclepius with one snake.
Portland: Where History, Medicine, and the Supernatural Converge
Portland's most famous supernatural sites are the Shanghai Tunnels—a network of underground passages beneath the city's Old Town district that were allegedly used from the 1850s to the early 1900s to kidnap ('shanghai') intoxicated men through trapdoors in saloon floors and sell them as forced labor to ship captains. While historians debate the extent of shanghaiing, the tunnels themselves are real, and tours through the cramped, dark passages report encounters with ghostly presences. The White Eagle Saloon, a rough working-class bar since 1905, has been investigated by numerous paranormal groups and featured on multiple ghost-hunting television shows. Portland's progressive culture has also spawned a thriving community of psychics, mediums, and alternative spiritual practitioners—the city hosts one of the largest annual paranormal conferences in the Pacific Northwest.
Portland's medical history reflects the Pacific Northwest's frontier heritage and progressive public health culture. Legacy Good Samaritan Medical Center, founded in 1875, was one of the earliest hospitals in the region, serving a rapidly growing population drawn by the timber industry and railroad. Oregon Health & Science University, perched dramatically on Marquam Hill and accessible by aerial tram, has become a nationally recognized research institution, particularly through the Knight Cancer Institute, which received a transformative $500 million donation in 2013. Portland was among the first US cities to establish death-with-dignity legislation—Oregon's Death with Dignity Act (1997) was the first such law in the United States, allowing terminally ill patients to request physician-prescribed medication to end their lives, sparking a national debate about end-of-life autonomy that continues today.
Did You Know?
The term "pandemic" comes from the Greek "pandemos," meaning "pertaining to all people."
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About the Book
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Notable Locations in Portland
Shanghai Tunnels (Portland Underground): A network of underground tunnels beneath Old Town Chinatown reportedly used for 'shanghaiing'—kidnapping men and selling them as unpaid laborers to ship captains—are said to be haunted by the spirits of those who were drugged, captured, and died underground.
White Eagle Saloon: This 1905 bar and hotel in the industrial northeast was a former brothel and opium den, reportedly haunted by a former prostitute named Rose and by the ghosts of Chinese and Polish immigrants who died on the premises.
Pittock Mansion: This 1914 French Renaissance-style estate overlooking the city is said to be haunted by its original owners, publisher Henry Pittock and his wife Georgiana, with visitors reporting the scent of roses and ghostly footsteps.
Oregon Health & Science University Hospital (OHSU): Perched on Marquam Hill overlooking the city, OHSU is Oregon's only academic medical center, known for pioneering work in genomics and as a major center for cancer research through the Knight Cancer Institute.
Legacy Good Samaritan Medical Center: Founded in 1875, it is one of the oldest hospitals in the Pacific Northwest and has served Portland's community for nearly 150 years.
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Medical Heritage in Maine
Maine's medical history reflects the challenges of providing care in a rural, geographically isolated state. The Maine Medical Center in Portland, founded in 1874, grew into the state's largest hospital and a Level I trauma center serving the northern New England region. Bowdoin College's Medical School of Maine, which operated from 1820 to 1921, trained physicians for the state's rural communities; its most famous graduate was Dr. Isaac Lincoln, who practiced frontier medicine in the state's northern lumber camps.
The Eastern Maine Medical Center in Bangor (now Northern Light Eastern Maine Medical Center) served the vast rural expanses of northern Maine. Dr. Israel T. Dana, a Civil War surgeon who later became dean of the Maine Medical School at Bowdoin, was instrumental in modernizing medical education in the state. Maine's long coastline and maritime industry produced specialized maritime medicine, with the U.S. Marine Hospital in Portland treating sailors and fishermen. Jackson Laboratory in Bar Harbor, founded in 1929, became one of the world's foremost genetics research institutions, playing a critical role in the development of mouse models for cancer research and contributing to the Human Genome Project.
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Research Finding
Progressive muscle relaxation reduces insomnia severity by 45% and decreases the time to fall asleep.
Supernatural Folklore and Ghost Traditions in Maine
Maine's supernatural folklore draws from its harsh coastal environment, dense forests, and the literary imagination of Stephen King, who has set dozens of horror novels in fictionalized versions of Maine towns. The real Maine is equally rich in ghost lore. Seguin Island Lighthouse, built in 1795, is said to be haunted by the ghost of a lighthouse keeper's wife who went mad from isolation and was murdered by her husband with an axe—visitors report hearing piano music drifting across the water. Wood Island Lighthouse near Biddeford Pool is haunted by the ghost of a lobsterman who killed a tenant and then himself in 1896.
The town of Bucksport is home to the 'Witch's Foot' legend: Colonel Jonathan Buck, the town's founder, is said to have been cursed by a woman he sentenced to death for witchcraft—a leg-shaped stain has appeared and reappeared on his tombstone despite repeated cleanings. Fort Knox (Maine's, not Kentucky's) in Prospect is considered one of the most haunted military installations in New England, with reports of soldiers' ghosts, disembodied voices, and cold spots throughout the casemates. In the North Woods, legends of the Specter Moose—an enormous, ghostly white moose—have been reported by hunters and loggers since the 1800s.
Research Finding
Exposure to blue light in the morning improves alertness and mood — but blue light at night disrupts melatonin production.
Haunted Hospitals and Medical Landmarks in Maine
Fort Popham Hospital Station (Phippsburg): The Civil War-era fort at the mouth of the Kennebec River included a hospital station for injured soldiers. The unfinished granite fort, combined with the harsh Maine coastal weather, creates an atmosphere of foreboding. Visitors report hearing the sounds of men in pain, seeing spectral soldiers walking the parapets, and encountering cold spots in the casemates that served as hospital wards.
Augusta Mental Health Institute (Augusta): Originally the Maine Insane Hospital, established in 1840, this facility treated the mentally ill for over 160 years. The Kirkbride-plan building, designed by Thomas Story Kirkbride himself, housed patients through eras of restraints, ice baths, and lobotomies. The underground tunnel system connecting the buildings is said to be the most haunted area, with former staff reporting disembodied voices, shadowy figures, and a pervasive sense of dread. A cemetery on the grounds holds hundreds of unmarked patient graves.
“What makes these accounts remarkable is not just the events themselves, but the credibility of the evidence-based physicians who reported them.”
— Physicians' Untold Stories
How This Book Can Help You
Maine's medical community—where physicians at Maine Medical Center and in rural practices serve communities spread across a state nearly the size of the other five New England states combined—creates the kind of intimate, isolated practice settings where the experiences in Physicians' Untold Stories feel most genuine. The state that inspired Stephen King's fictional horrors also produces real physicians who encounter the medically inexplicable in their daily practice. Dr. Kolbaba's documentation of miraculous recoveries and deathbed phenomena resonates in Maine, where physicians often serve as the sole medical provider for remote communities, building the deep patient relationships that make witnessing the unexplainable both profound and unavoidable.
Readers in Emerald, Portland, Maine who work in the Northeast's dense network of teaching hospitals will recognize the professional dilemma at the heart of this book: how do you document an experience that your training tells you is impossible? The physicians who share their stories here chose honesty over professional safety, and that choice will resonate with every clinician who has kept a similar secret.

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“Dr. Kolbaba, a Mayo Clinic-trained internist, spent three years interviewing physicians who came forward with experiences they had never told anyone.”
— Physicians' Untold Stories
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