Step 1 · Editorial composite · Burnout
The Doctor Who Couldn't Say No
I gave patients my cell phone number. I answered emails at midnight. I came in on weekends. I thought I was being a good doctor. I was actually dying.

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Step 1 · Editorial composite · Burnout
I gave patients my cell phone number. I answered emails at midnight. I came in on weekends. I thought I was being a good doctor. I was actually dying.
Step 2 · Editorial composite · Unexplained Phenomena
The boy was four years old and had never seen a photograph of his paternal grandfather, who died when his father was a teenager. Yet he described the man's appearance, his occupation, and the nickname only family members knew — and he described him standing at the foot of his hospital bed.
Step 3 · Editorial composite · Mistakes And Lessons
I had lost patients before. But never like this. Never a patient who should have lived. Never a complication I should have caught. And never with the knowledge that I would have to face her husband in the waiting room and tell him his wife was dead because of me.
Step 4 · Editorial composite · Burnout
I had won every award, published in every major journal, and was on track to become chief of cardiology. I was also drinking a bottle of wine every night, hadn't spoken to my daughter in three months, and couldn't remember the last time I felt anything other than exhausted.
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The source book
The web stories above are editorial composites. The book is the place to read Dr. Scott J. Kolbaba's selected interview-based accounts. Purchase-page ratings and availability can change.
View the book on AmazonLocation key: Castle, Clive · Parent city: Clive · Region label: Hawke's Bay · Country: New Zealand

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Public descriptions say the book draws on more than 200 physician interviews and presents 26 selected accounts involving end-of-life experiences, unexpected recoveries, faith, and other events the narrators found difficult to explain.
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