Step 1 · Editorial composite · Burnout
The Doctor Who Couldn't Say No
I gave patients my cell phone number. I answered emails at midnight. I came in on weekends. I thought I was being a good doctor. I was actually dying.

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Step 1 · Editorial composite · Burnout
I gave patients my cell phone number. I answered emails at midnight. I came in on weekends. I thought I was being a good doctor. I was actually dying.
Step 2 · Editorial composite · Physician Mental Health
The rash was unremarkable — contact dermatitis, I assumed. But when I asked her about her life, about her stress, about what was really going on, she started to cry. And I learned that sometimes the most important diagnosis is the one that isn't on the skin.
Step 3 · Editorial composite · Mistakes And Lessons
I missed a diagnosis that could have killed my patient. She survived, but I didn't — not the version of me that thought being careful was enough, that thought competence was a shield against error. I became a different kind of physician after that day.
Step 4 · Editorial composite · Burnout
I had won every award, published in every major journal, and was on track to become chief of cardiology. I was also drinking a bottle of wine every night, hadn't spoken to my daughter in three months, and couldn't remember the last time I felt anything other than exhausted.
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The source book
The web stories above are editorial composites. The book is the place to read Dr. Scott J. Kolbaba's selected interview-based accounts. Purchase-page ratings and availability can change.
View the book on AmazonLocation key: Montrose, Shiyan · Parent city: Shiyan · Region label: Hubei · Country: China

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Public descriptions say the book draws on more than 200 physician interviews and presents 26 selected accounts involving end-of-life experiences, unexpected recoveries, faith, and other events the narrators found difficult to explain.
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