Where Science Ends and Wonder Begins in Hawthorne, Portland

Every grief is unique, but every grief shares a common fear: that the person who died is truly, completely, irrevocably gone. Physicians' Untold Stories addresses this fear directly for readers in Hawthorne, Portland, Oregon. The physician accounts in Dr. Kolbaba's collection describe moments that suggest otherwise—moments when dying patients connected with deceased loved ones, when information was communicated from the dead to the living, and when the boundary between life and death seemed more permeable than our culture typically acknowledges. For the grieving, this permeability is not a philosophical abstraction; it is the difference between despair and hope.

Dr. Scott Kolbaba

About the Author

Dr. Scott J. Kolbaba, MD is an internist at Northwestern Medicine in Wheaton, Illinois. He interviewed more than 200 physicians about their most extraordinary experiences.

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A Marine Corps veteran, Mayo Clinic-trained internist, and Chicago Magazine Top Doctor — Dr. Kolbaba brings decades of credibility to these extraordinary accounts.

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Human saliva contains opiorphin, a natural painkiller six times more powerful than morphine.

Physician Burnout & Wellness Near Hawthorne, Portland

Physicians practicing in Hawthorne, Portland, Oregon work at the intersection of modern medicine and experiences that resist explanation. In conversations that rarely leave the break room or the on-call suite, doctors in and around Hawthorne, Portland have reported encounters with phenomena that their training never prepared them for — from patients who describe verifiable details about events that occurred while they were clinically dead, to deathbed visions shared simultaneously by multiple family members, to recoveries that defy every prognostic model available.

The medical community in Hawthorne, Portland includes physicians across every stage of their careers — residents navigating the exhaustion of training, mid-career practitioners balancing clinical demands with family life, and veteran physicians carrying decades of experiences that challenge the boundaries of conventional medicine. Burnout touches all of them differently, but a common thread runs through: the desire to remember why they chose medicine in the first place, and the rare but profound moments that remind them.

Physician Burnout by Specialty

Percentage reporting at least one symptom (Medscape, 2024)

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Identical twins do not have identical fingerprints — they are influenced by random developmental factors in the womb.

Physician Wellness, Grief & Finding Meaning Near Hawthorne, Portland

The Pacific Northwest's school garden programs near Hawthorne, Portland, Oregon teach children that food comes from soil, not shelves—and that growing food is a healing act. Children who garden show improved attention, reduced anxiety, and greater willingness to eat vegetables. These programs, which cost almost nothing to run, produce lifelong health benefits by connecting children to the cycle of growth, harvest, and renewal.

Community acupuncture clinics near Hawthorne, Portland, Oregon—where patients receive treatment in shared spaces at sliding-scale prices—represent the Pacific Northwest's adaptation of traditional Chinese medicine to progressive values. These clinics heal through accessibility and community: the patient who rests with needles alongside strangers experiences a form of collective healing that private treatment rooms cannot provide.

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A single drop of blood contains approximately 5 million red blood cells, 10,000 white blood cells, and 250,000 platelets.

Faith, Medicine & the Unexplained in Hawthorne, Portland, Oregon

The Pacific Northwest's mushroom culture near Hawthorne, Portland, Oregon—from gourmet foraging to psychedelic therapy—bridges faith and medicine in ways unique to the region. Psilocybin mushrooms, used ceremonially by indigenous peoples and studied clinically by modern researchers, produce experiences that participants describe as among the most spiritually significant of their lives. The mushroom is the Pacific Northwest's most potent sacrament.

Pacific Northwest Jewish Renewal communities near Hawthorne, Portland, Oregon bring a mystical approach to healing that draws on Kabbalistic concepts of tikkun—the repair of the world and the self. A patient who frames their recovery as an act of tikkun isn't merely getting well; they're participating in a cosmic project of repair that gives their personal suffering universal significance. This framework transforms recovery from a biological process into a spiritual vocation.

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Did You Know?

The concept of "therapeutic presence" — a physician's calming influence on patients — has been measured in clinical studies.

Ghost Stories and the Supernatural Near Hawthorne, Portland, Oregon

Cannery workers' ghosts near Hawthorne, Portland, Oregon haunt the hospitals that treated the brutal injuries of the salmon canning industry—hands crushed by machinery, arms lost to the 'iron chink' (a fish-cleaning machine whose racist name reflected the era's prejudices), lungs damaged by fumes. These working-class ghosts, many of them Chinese, Japanese, and Filipino laborers, appear in hospital corridors still wearing their cannery aprons, still smelling of fish and blood.

Orca whale spirits are central to many Pacific Northwest indigenous traditions near Hawthorne, Portland, Oregon, and hospitals serving coastal Native communities occasionally encounter phenomena attributed to orca influence: patients who dream of swimming with killer whales during surgical anesthesia, rooms that fill with the sound of whale song during full moons, and recoveries that coincide with orca pod sightings in the nearest waterway.

Types of Phenomena in the Book

Distribution across 26 physician accounts

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Dr. Kolbaba's interviews revealed that physicians are more spiritual than the general public assumes — many pray before difficult procedures.

Portland: Where History, Medicine, and the Supernatural Converge

Portland's most famous supernatural sites are the Shanghai Tunnels—a network of underground passages beneath the city's Old Town district that were allegedly used from the 1850s to the early 1900s to kidnap ('shanghai') intoxicated men through trapdoors in saloon floors and sell them as forced labor to ship captains. While historians debate the extent of shanghaiing, the tunnels themselves are real, and tours through the cramped, dark passages report encounters with ghostly presences. The White Eagle Saloon, a rough working-class bar since 1905, has been investigated by numerous paranormal groups and featured on multiple ghost-hunting television shows. Portland's progressive culture has also spawned a thriving community of psychics, mediums, and alternative spiritual practitioners—the city hosts one of the largest annual paranormal conferences in the Pacific Northwest.

Portland's medical history reflects the Pacific Northwest's frontier heritage and progressive public health culture. Legacy Good Samaritan Medical Center, founded in 1875, was one of the earliest hospitals in the region, serving a rapidly growing population drawn by the timber industry and railroad. Oregon Health & Science University, perched dramatically on Marquam Hill and accessible by aerial tram, has become a nationally recognized research institution, particularly through the Knight Cancer Institute, which received a transformative $500 million donation in 2013. Portland was among the first US cities to establish death-with-dignity legislation—Oregon's Death with Dignity Act (1997) was the first such law in the United States, allowing terminally ill patients to request physician-prescribed medication to end their lives, sparking a national debate about end-of-life autonomy that continues today.

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Did You Know?

The concept of "evidence-based medicine" was only formally named in 1991 — meaning most of medical history operated without it.

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About the Book

Dr. Kolbaba's Castle Connolly Top Doctor designation reflects his peers' recognition of his clinical excellence.

Notable Locations in Portland

Shanghai Tunnels (Portland Underground): A network of underground tunnels beneath Old Town Chinatown reportedly used for 'shanghaiing'—kidnapping men and selling them as unpaid laborers to ship captains—are said to be haunted by the spirits of those who were drugged, captured, and died underground.

White Eagle Saloon: This 1905 bar and hotel in the industrial northeast was a former brothel and opium den, reportedly haunted by a former prostitute named Rose and by the ghosts of Chinese and Polish immigrants who died on the premises.

Pittock Mansion: This 1914 French Renaissance-style estate overlooking the city is said to be haunted by its original owners, publisher Henry Pittock and his wife Georgiana, with visitors reporting the scent of roses and ghostly footsteps.

Oregon Health & Science University Hospital (OHSU): Perched on Marquam Hill overlooking the city, OHSU is Oregon's only academic medical center, known for pioneering work in genomics and as a major center for cancer research through the Knight Cancer Institute.

Legacy Good Samaritan Medical Center: Founded in 1875, it is one of the oldest hospitals in the Pacific Northwest and has served Portland's community for nearly 150 years.

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About the Book

The idea for the book began when a single colleague shared an experience he had never told anyone.

Medical Heritage in Oregon

Oregon's medical history begins with the physicians who accompanied the Oregon Trail migrations in the 1840s. The Oregon Health & Science University (OHSU) in Portland, established in 1887 as the University of Oregon Medical School, sits atop Marquam Hill and has become the Pacific Northwest's leading academic medical center. OHSU gained national recognition for its work in neonatal medicine—Dr. Lois Johnson pioneered surfactant therapy for premature infant lung disease—and for establishing one of the first comprehensive cancer centers on the West Coast, the OHSU Knight Cancer Institute, which received a transformative $500 million donation from Nike co-founder Phil Knight in 2013.

Oregon has been a leader in end-of-life care legislation. In 1994, Oregon voters passed the Death with Dignity Act, making it the first U.S. state to legalize physician-assisted death for terminally ill patients. This landmark law fundamentally changed the national conversation about end-of-life autonomy. Providence Health & Services, rooted in the arrival of the Sisters of Providence in Oregon in 1856, grew from St. Vincent Hospital in Portland into one of the West Coast's largest health systems. The Oregon State Hospital in Salem, the setting of Ken Kesey's 1962 novel 'One Flew Over the Cuckoo's Nest,' has a complex history spanning from its 1883 opening through controversies over patient treatment to its modern rebuilding completed in 2011.

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Research Finding

Touching or holding hands with a loved one has been shown to reduce pain perception by up to 34%.

Supernatural Folklore and Ghost Traditions in Oregon

Oregon's supernatural folklore is steeped in the dark forests and rugged coastline of the Pacific Northwest. The Bandage Man of Cannon Beach is a local legend dating to at least the 1950s—a figure wrapped in bloody bandages reportedly attacks parked cars along U.S. Route 101 near the coast, pounding on vehicles and leaving behind the smell of rotting flesh. Some versions trace the origin to a logger who was mangled in a sawmill accident.

The Shanghai Tunnels beneath Portland's Old Town are a network of underground passages once used, according to legend, to kidnap ("shanghai") men into forced labor on ships in the late 1800s. Tours of the tunnels report encounters with shadowy figures, cold spots, and the sensation of being grabbed. The White Eagle Saloon in Portland, a former hotel and bar built in 1905 that catered to Polish and Eastern European immigrants, is considered one of Oregon's most haunted buildings—bartenders and patrons report hearing a woman's scream from the upper floors, attributed to a former prostitute named Rose who was murdered in the building.

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Research Finding

Medical students who participate in narrative medicine courses show higher empathy scores than those who do not.

Haunted Hospitals and Medical Landmarks in Oregon

Eastern Oregon State Hospital (Pendleton): The Eastern Oregon State Hospital in Pendleton operated from 1913 to the 1970s. The facility, which treated psychiatric patients using methods including hydrotherapy and lobotomy, is associated with reports of unexplained crying and banging from the abandoned patient wards. The tunnels beneath the facility are said to be particularly active with paranormal phenomena.

Oregon State Hospital (Salem): The Oregon State Hospital, immortalized in Ken Kesey's 'One Flew Over the Cuckoo's Nest,' has operated since 1883 and has a deeply troubled history. In 1913, over 3,500 copper urns containing the cremated remains of unclaimed patients were discovered in a storage area—later memorialized in a dedicated facility. Staff in the older buildings reported seeing apparitions of patients and hearing screams from wards that were empty, particularly near the electroshock therapy rooms.

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How This Book Can Help You

Oregon's pioneering Death with Dignity Act places the state at the forefront of the medical and ethical questions surrounding end-of-life care that Dr. Kolbaba explores from a different angle in Physicians' Untold Stories. Where Oregon's law empowers patients to choose the timing of their death, Dr. Kolbaba's accounts reveal phenomena that suggest the dying process itself may hold dimensions beyond medical control. The physicians at OHSU and throughout Oregon's healthcare system, trained in the state's progressive tradition of honest conversations about death, represent the kind of practitioners most likely to openly share the unexplainable experiences that Dr. Kolbaba, at Northwestern Medicine, has made it his mission to document.

For readers near Hawthorne, Portland, Oregon who've lost someone in the Pacific Northwest's mountains, waters, or forests, this book offers a specific comfort. The physicians' accounts suggest that the consciousness of the departed may persist in some form—that the hiker who didn't come back, the fisher who didn't return, the climber who didn't descend may continue in ways that the Pacific Northwest's landscape, with its ancient wisdom, has always implied.

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