
Real Physicians. Real Stories. Real Miracles Near Carmel, Merrimack
Dr. Sam Parnia's research at NYU Langone Health and previously at Stony Brook University has pushed the boundaries of resuscitation science while simultaneously gathering data on consciousness during cardiac arrest. Parnia's AWARE II study, the largest of its kind, placed visual targets in hospital rooms that could only be seen from a vantage point above the bed — testing whether out-of-body perceptions during cardiac arrest are veridical. While the study's results have been preliminary due to the low survival rate of cardiac arrest patients, the methodology represents a rigorous scientific approach to testing the central claim of NDEs: that consciousness can separate from the body. For physicians in Carmel, Merrimack who have encountered patients with out-of-body perceptions during cardiac arrest, Parnia's work demonstrates that mainstream science is taking these experiences seriously. Physicians' Untold Stories complements this research by providing the human dimension — the stories of individual patients and the physicians who cared for them.

About the Author
Dr. Scott J. Kolbaba, MD is an internist at Northwestern Medicine in Wheaton, Illinois. He interviewed more than 200 physicians about their most extraordinary experiences.

Physicians' Untold Stories
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Miraculous experiences doctors are hesitant to share with their patients, or ANYONE!
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Physician Burnout & Wellness Near Carmel, Merrimack
Physicians practicing in Carmel, Merrimack, New Hampshire work at the intersection of modern medicine and experiences that resist explanation. In conversations that rarely leave the break room or the on-call suite, doctors in and around Carmel, Merrimack have reported encounters with phenomena that their training never prepared them for — from patients who describe verifiable details about events that occurred while they were clinically dead, to deathbed visions shared simultaneously by multiple family members, to recoveries that defy every prognostic model available.
The medical community in Carmel, Merrimack includes physicians across every stage of their careers — residents navigating the exhaustion of training, mid-career practitioners balancing clinical demands with family life, and veteran physicians carrying decades of experiences that challenge the boundaries of conventional medicine. Burnout touches all of them differently, but a common thread runs through: the desire to remember why they chose medicine in the first place, and the rare but profound moments that remind them.
Physician Burnout by Specialty
Percentage reporting at least one symptom (Medscape, 2024)
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The first use of rubber gloves during surgery was at Johns Hopkins in 1890, initially to protect a nurse's hands from harsh disinfectants.
Ghost Stories and the Supernatural Near Carmel, Merrimack, New Hampshire
Northeast teaching hospitals pride themselves on evidence-based medicine, which makes the ghost stories from Carmel, Merrimack, New Hampshire all the more compelling. These aren't tales from credulous laypeople; they come from residents, attending physicians, and department chiefs who have no professional incentive to report seeing a transparent figure adjust a patient's IV line before dissolving into the wall.
The 1918 influenza pandemic hit the Northeast with particular ferocity, overwhelming hospitals near Carmel, Merrimack, New Hampshire that were already strained by World War I. The pandemic's ghosts are different from other hospital spirits—they appear in groups, not singly, as if death came so fast that the dead didn't realize they'd left the living behind. Mass hauntings for a mass casualty event.
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Taste buds have a lifespan of only about 10 days before they are replaced by new ones.
Near-Death Experiences Reported by Physicians Near Carmel, Merrimack
The Northeast's pharmaceutical industry, concentrated along the I-95 corridor near Carmel, Merrimack, New Hampshire, has shown a surprising interest in NDE research—not out of spiritual curiosity, but because NDE experiencers often report permanent changes in medication response. Antidepressants work differently, pain thresholds shift, and some patients report a lasting alteration in their relationship with their own bodies.
Chaplains at Northeast hospitals near Carmel, Merrimack, New Hampshire often serve as the first point of contact for NDE experiencers, hearing accounts that patients are reluctant to share with physicians. These chaplains have noticed a pattern: the most transformative NDEs often occur in patients with no prior religious belief. The experience doesn't confirm existing faith—it creates something entirely new, something that doesn't fit any catechism.
Did You Know?
Dr. Kolbaba found that physicians who acknowledged their unexplained experiences reported greater professional satisfaction.
Physician Wellness, Grief & Finding Meaning Near Carmel, Merrimack
The Northeast's medical humanities programs near Carmel, Merrimack, New Hampshire have produced physicians who understand that the arts and medicine are not separate disciplines. A doctor who reads poetry is better equipped to hear the metaphors patients use to describe their pain. A surgeon who paints understands that the body is not merely a machine to be repaired but a canvas of lived experience.
The Northeast's medical libraries near Carmel, Merrimack, New Hampshire—from the grand reading rooms of academic centers to the modest shelves of community hospitals—contain more than information. They contain hope. Every journal article represents someone's attempt to solve a problem that causes suffering. Every textbook is a promise that knowledge, carefully applied, can push back against disease. The library is medicine's cathedral.
Physician Burnout by Specialty
Percentage reporting at least one symptom (Medscape, 2024)
Did You Know?
The word "physician" comes from the Greek "physis" meaning nature — a physician was originally one who understood the nature of things.
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Did You Know?
The word "doctor" comes from the Latin "docere," meaning "to teach" — a physician was originally a teacher of health.
Medical Heritage in New Hampshire
New Hampshire's medical history stretches back to the founding of Dartmouth Medical School in 1797, making it the fourth-oldest medical school in the United States. Located in Hanover, it was established by Dr. Nathan Smith, who envisioned training physicians for rural New England. Smith himself performed one of the first ovarian tumor removals in American history in 1821. Dartmouth-Hitchcock Medical Center, the state's only academic medical center, grew from these roots and today serves as the tertiary referral hospital for much of northern New England. Dr. Albert Surgeon General Gallatin, a New Hampshire native, contributed to early public health measures in the state.
The New Hampshire State Hospital in Concord, opened in 1842, was one of the earliest state psychiatric institutions in New England and became known for its progressive approach to mental health care under superintendent Dr. Jesse Bancroft. Mary Hitchcock Memorial Hospital, founded in 1893 through a bequest from Hiram Hitchcock in memory of his wife, became the teaching hospital for Dartmouth Medical School. The state's rural character has driven innovations in community health; the Ammonoosuc Community Health Services, founded in 1975 in the White Mountains, became a model for federally qualified health centers serving isolated mountain communities.
About the Book
Kirkus Reviews called the book "a feel-good book of hope and wonder."
Supernatural Folklore and Ghost Traditions in New Hampshire
New Hampshire's supernatural legends are woven into its colonial history and rugged mountain landscape. The tale of "Ocean Born Mary" is one of the state's most enduring ghost stories: Mary Wallace, born aboard a ship off the coast of New England in 1720, allegedly grew up to live in a grand house in Henniker, New Hampshire, built for her by a reformed pirate named Don Pedro. Her ghost is said to haunt the house, appearing as a tall red-haired woman in colonial dress, and the legend has drawn curiosity seekers to Henniker for generations.
Mount Washington, the highest peak in the Northeast at 6,288 feet, has a long history of fatal weather events and ghostly encounters. Hikers have reported seeing the apparition of Lizzie Bourne, a young woman who died of exposure near the summit in 1855—she was one of the first recorded hiking fatalities on the mountain. The Mount Washington Hotel in Bretton Woods, site of the 1944 international monetary conference, is famously haunted by the ghost of its builder, Joseph Stickney, whose wife Caroline remarried a French prince after his death. Staff report seeing Stickney's ghost in the dining room and hearing piano music from empty ballrooms.
About the Book
Many physicians told Dr. Kolbaba that they had never shared their stories before — not even with spouses.
Haunted Hospitals and Medical Landmarks in New Hampshire
New Hampshire State Hospital (Concord): Operating since 1842, the New Hampshire State Hospital has a troubled history that includes overcrowding and patient deaths. The older buildings on campus are said to be haunted by former patients, with staff reporting unexplained screaming from empty rooms, doors that lock and unlock themselves, and the figure of a woman in a white hospital gown seen staring from upper-story windows at night.
Laconia State School (Laconia): The Laconia State School, which operated from 1903 to 1991 as an institution for people with intellectual disabilities, was the subject of abuse investigations and documented mistreatment. The abandoned campus has become a site for paranormal investigations, with visitors reporting shadowy figures, children's laughter in empty buildings, and an overwhelming sense of sadness in the dormitory halls.
Types of Phenomena in the Book
Distribution across 26 physician accounts
Research Finding
A daily 15-minute laughter session has been shown to improve vascular function by 22% in patients with cardiovascular disease.
How This Book Can Help You
Physicians' Untold Stories by Dr. Scott Kolbaba speaks to the kind of intimate medicine still practiced in New Hampshire's rural communities, where Dartmouth-trained physicians serve patients across generations in small towns from the White Mountains to the Connecticut River valley. The state's medical tradition, rooted in Nathan Smith's vision of training doctors for underserved areas, produces the kind of deep clinical relationships where physicians witness the full arc of life and death—the same setting in which Dr. Kolbaba, working at Northwestern Medicine after his Mayo Clinic training, encountered the unexplained deathbed phenomena he documents in his book.
For medical students near Carmel, Merrimack, New Hampshire, this book offers something their curriculum doesn't: permission to take seriously the experiences that fall outside the biomedical model. The Northeast's medical education is superb at teaching what is known. This book addresses what isn't known—and argues that the unknown deserves the same intellectual rigor as the known.

Research Finding
A study in Psychosomatic Medicine found that optimism is associated with a 35% lower risk of cardiovascular events.
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