
When Doctors Near Mesa, South Portland Witness the Impossible
The phrase "physician, heal thyself" has become bitterly ironic in modern medicine. Across Mesa, South Portland, Maine, doctors who spend their days restoring others' health are themselves suffering from chronic stress, insomnia, substance misuse, and depression at rates far exceeding the general population. A 2022 study in JAMA Network Open found that nearly one in five physicians screened positive for depression, yet fewer than half sought treatment—held back by stigma, licensing concerns, and the very culture of self-sacrifice that medical training instills. "Physicians' Untold Stories" speaks to this paradox. Dr. Kolbaba, himself a practicing internist, compiled these remarkable true accounts not merely to entertain but to restore something essential: the sense of awe that first drew doctors to medicine, and that Mesa, South Portland's physicians may desperately need to rediscover.

About the Author
Dr. Scott J. Kolbaba, MD is an internist at Northwestern Medicine in Wheaton, Illinois. He interviewed more than 200 physicians about their most extraordinary experiences.

Physicians' Untold Stories
by Scott J. Kolbaba, MD • 4.5 stars (1018 reviews)
Miraculous experiences doctors are hesitant to share with their patients, or ANYONE!
Order on Amazon →Meant to awe, instruct, and inspire — stories that will convince even the harshest skeptic. — From the introduction to Physicians' Untold Stories
Medical Fact
A sneeze travels at approximately 100 miles per hour and can send 100,000 germs into the air.
Physician Burnout & Wellness Near Mesa, South Portland
Physicians practicing in Mesa, South Portland, Maine work at the intersection of modern medicine and experiences that resist explanation. In conversations that rarely leave the break room or the on-call suite, doctors in and around Mesa, South Portland have reported encounters with phenomena that their training never prepared them for — from patients who describe verifiable details about events that occurred while they were clinically dead, to deathbed visions shared simultaneously by multiple family members, to recoveries that defy every prognostic model available.
The medical community in Mesa, South Portland includes physicians across every stage of their careers — residents navigating the exhaustion of training, mid-career practitioners balancing clinical demands with family life, and veteran physicians carrying decades of experiences that challenge the boundaries of conventional medicine. Burnout touches all of them differently, but a common thread runs through: the desire to remember why they chose medicine in the first place, and the rare but profound moments that remind them.
Physician Burnout by Specialty
Percentage reporting at least one symptom (Medscape, 2024)
Medical Fact
Medical school admission rates at top schools can be as low as 3% — more competitive than Ivy League universities.
Near-Death Experiences Reported by Physicians Near Mesa, South Portland
Transplant teams at Northeast medical centers near Mesa, South Portland, Maine occasionally encounter a phenomenon that NDE research may help explain: organ recipients who report memories, preferences, or personality changes that seem to originate from the donor. While cellular memory remains speculative, the consistency of these reports across unrelated patients and transplant centers suggests something worth investigating.
Dr. Sam Parnia's AWARE study at NYU Langone placed visual targets on high shelves in resuscitation bays—images only visible from the ceiling. The implications for medical practice in Mesa, South Portland, Maine are profound: if even one verified case of a patient accurately reporting these targets during cardiac arrest holds up, the relationship between brain function and consciousness must be fundamentally reconsidered.
Medical Fact
Red blood cells complete a full circuit of the body in about 20 seconds.
Physician Wellness, Grief & Finding Meaning Near Mesa, South Portland
The Northeast's medical conferences near Mesa, South Portland, Maine bring together physicians who, for a few days, step outside the relentless pace of clinical practice to remember why they chose medicine. The best conferences aren't about the latest drug or device—they're about the case that changed a physician's perspective, the patient who taught a lesson no textbook contained, the moment when medicine became something sacred.
The history of East Coast medicine is a history of firsts: the first medical school, the first hospital, the first vaccination campaign. Physicians in Mesa, South Portland, Maine inherit this legacy of innovation, but also its burden. The pressure to advance, to publish, to break new ground can obscure the fundamental act of healing—which is, at its core, one human being paying careful attention to another.
Did You Know?
Dr. Kolbaba discovered that pediatricians were particularly affected by their experiences — children's stories carried a unique emotional weight.
Faith, Medicine & the Unexplained in Mesa, South Portland, Maine
The tradition of visiting the sick—bikur cholim in Judaism, the corporal works of mercy in Catholicism—creates a volunteer infrastructure near Mesa, South Portland, Maine that supplements professional medical care. Faith communities that organize meal deliveries, transportation to appointments, and companionship for homebound patients provide a social determinant of health that no hospital can replicate.
The intersection of old-world faith and modern medicine is nowhere more visible than in Northeast hospitals near Mesa, South Portland, Maine, where Catholic nuns established many of the region's first charitable care institutions. These religious women were the original nurse practitioners, combining spiritual comfort with physical care in a model that modern integrative medicine is only now rediscovering.
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Did You Know?
The human body maintains over 20 different types of receptors for pain alone, each responding to different stimuli.
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Did You Know?
Dr. Kolbaba observed that the physicians' stories shared common elements regardless of the doctor's specialty or beliefs.
Medical Heritage in Maine
Maine's medical history reflects the challenges of providing care in a rural, geographically isolated state. The Maine Medical Center in Portland, founded in 1874, grew into the state's largest hospital and a Level I trauma center serving the northern New England region. Bowdoin College's Medical School of Maine, which operated from 1820 to 1921, trained physicians for the state's rural communities; its most famous graduate was Dr. Isaac Lincoln, who practiced frontier medicine in the state's northern lumber camps.
The Eastern Maine Medical Center in Bangor (now Northern Light Eastern Maine Medical Center) served the vast rural expanses of northern Maine. Dr. Israel T. Dana, a Civil War surgeon who later became dean of the Maine Medical School at Bowdoin, was instrumental in modernizing medical education in the state. Maine's long coastline and maritime industry produced specialized maritime medicine, with the U.S. Marine Hospital in Portland treating sailors and fishermen. Jackson Laboratory in Bar Harbor, founded in 1929, became one of the world's foremost genetics research institutions, playing a critical role in the development of mouse models for cancer research and contributing to the Human Genome Project.
About the Book
Many physicians told Dr. Kolbaba that they had never shared their stories before — not even with spouses.
Supernatural Folklore and Ghost Traditions in Maine
Maine's supernatural folklore draws from its harsh coastal environment, dense forests, and the literary imagination of Stephen King, who has set dozens of horror novels in fictionalized versions of Maine towns. The real Maine is equally rich in ghost lore. Seguin Island Lighthouse, built in 1795, is said to be haunted by the ghost of a lighthouse keeper's wife who went mad from isolation and was murdered by her husband with an axe—visitors report hearing piano music drifting across the water. Wood Island Lighthouse near Biddeford Pool is haunted by the ghost of a lobsterman who killed a tenant and then himself in 1896.
The town of Bucksport is home to the 'Witch's Foot' legend: Colonel Jonathan Buck, the town's founder, is said to have been cursed by a woman he sentenced to death for witchcraft—a leg-shaped stain has appeared and reappeared on his tombstone despite repeated cleanings. Fort Knox (Maine's, not Kentucky's) in Prospect is considered one of the most haunted military installations in New England, with reports of soldiers' ghosts, disembodied voices, and cold spots throughout the casemates. In the North Woods, legends of the Specter Moose—an enormous, ghostly white moose—have been reported by hunters and loggers since the 1800s.
About the Book
The book is often recommended by hospice workers and grief counselors to families struggling with loss.
Haunted Hospitals and Medical Landmarks in Maine
Fort Popham Hospital Station (Phippsburg): The Civil War-era fort at the mouth of the Kennebec River included a hospital station for injured soldiers. The unfinished granite fort, combined with the harsh Maine coastal weather, creates an atmosphere of foreboding. Visitors report hearing the sounds of men in pain, seeing spectral soldiers walking the parapets, and encountering cold spots in the casemates that served as hospital wards.
Augusta Mental Health Institute (Augusta): Originally the Maine Insane Hospital, established in 1840, this facility treated the mentally ill for over 160 years. The Kirkbride-plan building, designed by Thomas Story Kirkbride himself, housed patients through eras of restraints, ice baths, and lobotomies. The underground tunnel system connecting the buildings is said to be the most haunted area, with former staff reporting disembodied voices, shadowy figures, and a pervasive sense of dread. A cemetery on the grounds holds hundreds of unmarked patient graves.
Types of Phenomena in the Book
Distribution across 26 physician accounts
Research Finding
A study in Psychosomatic Medicine found that optimism is associated with a 35% lower risk of cardiovascular events.
How This Book Can Help You
Maine's medical community—where physicians at Maine Medical Center and in rural practices serve communities spread across a state nearly the size of the other five New England states combined—creates the kind of intimate, isolated practice settings where the experiences in Physicians' Untold Stories feel most genuine. The state that inspired Stephen King's fictional horrors also produces real physicians who encounter the medically inexplicable in their daily practice. Dr. Kolbaba's documentation of miraculous recoveries and deathbed phenomena resonates in Maine, where physicians often serve as the sole medical provider for remote communities, building the deep patient relationships that make witnessing the unexplainable both profound and unavoidable.
Community organizations near Mesa, South Portland, Maine that host author events and speaker series will find this book sparks conversation across professional and personal boundaries. When a physician stands before an audience and says, 'I can't explain what I saw, but I saw it,' the room divides not along political or religious lines but along the more fundamental question of what we're willing to consider possible.

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