Step 1 · Editorial composite · Burnout
The Doctor Who Couldn't Say No
I gave patients my cell phone number. I answered emails at midnight. I came in on weekends. I thought I was being a good doctor. I was actually dying.

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Step 1 · Editorial composite · Burnout
I gave patients my cell phone number. I answered emails at midnight. I came in on weekends. I thought I was being a good doctor. I was actually dying.
Step 2 · Editorial composite · Moments Of Hope
She had metastatic melanoma — the kind we don't cure. She knew her prognosis. And she was the most joyful person I have ever met. She taught me that medicine is not just about extending life — it's about protecting the capacity for joy, however long that life may be.
Step 3 · Editorial composite · Career Transitions
We had no CT scanner, no electronic health records, and a pharmacy that ran out of basic antibiotics by the third week. But we had time — time to talk to patients, time to listen to their stories, time to be present in a way that American medicine had never allowed me to be.
Step 4 · Editorial composite · Burnout
Twenty-seven patients. One doctor. Sixteen hours. And the moment she realized that the myth of the invincible physician was killing her — and her patients.
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The source book
The web stories above are editorial composites. The book is the place to read Dr. Scott J. Kolbaba's selected interview-based accounts. Purchase-page ratings and availability can change.
View the book on AmazonLocation key: Beppu, Kyushu · Parent city: Beppu · Region label: Kyushu · Country: Japan

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Public descriptions say the book draws on more than 200 physician interviews and presents 26 selected accounts involving end-of-life experiences, unexpected recoveries, faith, and other events the narrators found difficult to explain.
By Dr. Scott J. Kolbaba, MD. Check the retailer for current formats, pricing, and reader ratings.