Step 1 · Editorial composite · Burnout
The Doctor Who Couldn't Say No
I gave patients my cell phone number. I answered emails at midnight. I came in on weekends. I thought I was being a good doctor. I was actually dying.

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Step 1 · Editorial composite · Burnout
I gave patients my cell phone number. I answered emails at midnight. I came in on weekends. I thought I was being a good doctor. I was actually dying.
Step 2 · Editorial composite · Career Transitions
For twenty years, I measured my worth by my outcomes, my publications, my promotions. Then I had a patient who taught me that none of those things mattered as much as I thought they did. What mattered was showing up. What mattered was being there.
Step 3 · Editorial composite · Mistakes And Lessons
I had lost patients before. But never like this. Never a patient who should have lived. Never a complication I should have caught. And never with the knowledge that I would have to face her husband in the waiting room and tell him his wife was dead because of me.
Step 4 · Editorial composite · Physician Mental Health
I diagnosed depression in my patients every day. I prescribed antidepressants, recommended therapy, and validated their experiences with compassion and expertise. And for two years, I was severely depressed myself, and I told no one.
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The web stories above are editorial composites. The book is the place to read Dr. Scott J. Kolbaba's selected interview-based accounts. Purchase-page ratings and availability can change.
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Public descriptions say the book draws on more than 200 physician interviews and presents 26 selected accounts involving end-of-life experiences, unexpected recoveries, faith, and other events the narrators found difficult to explain.
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