
Miracles, Mysteries & Medicine in Stillwater
Dr. Peter Fenwick, the renowned British neuropsychiatrist, once observed that deathbed phenomena are far more common than the medical establishment acknowledges — and that the witnesses are often the physicians and nurses themselves. His research, along with the Brayne, Lovelace, and Fenwick hospice survey, forms part of the scientific backdrop to Dr. Scott Kolbaba's Physicians' Untold Stories. But the foreground belongs to the doctors: men and women in Stillwater and across America who have seen patients reach toward invisible visitors, who have watched terminal patients achieve sudden, inexplicable clarity in their final hours, and who have carried these memories in silence until now. This book gives their experiences the respect — and the audience — they have long deserved.
Physician Burnout & Wellness Near Stillwater
Physicians practicing in Stillwater, Oklahoma work at the intersection of modern medicine and experiences that resist explanation. In conversations that rarely leave the break room or the on-call suite, doctors in and around Stillwater have reported encounters with phenomena that their training never prepared them for — from patients who describe verifiable details about events that occurred while they were clinically dead, to deathbed visions shared simultaneously by multiple family members, to recoveries that defy every prognostic model available.
The medical community in Stillwater includes physicians across every stage of their careers — residents navigating the exhaustion of training, mid-career practitioners balancing clinical demands with family life, and veteran physicians carrying decades of experiences that challenge the boundaries of conventional medicine. Burnout touches all of them differently, but a common thread runs through: the desire to remember why they chose medicine in the first place, and the rare but profound moments that remind them.
Physician Burnout by Specialty
Percentage reporting at least one symptom (Medscape, 2024)
Near-Death Experiences Reported by Physicians Near Stillwater
The Southwest's rock art traditions near Stillwater, Oklahoma—petroglyphs and pictographs dating back thousands of years—include images that bear striking resemblance to NDE imagery: spirals (tunnels), radiant figures (beings of light), dotted lines connecting earth and sky (the passage between worlds). Whether these ancient artists were depicting NDEs, vision quest experiences, or something else entirely, the parallels suggest that whatever NDEs are, they've been part of the human experience for millennia.
The Southwest's tradition of curanderismo near Stillwater, Oklahoma includes accounts of healers who have deliberately induced NDE-like states in patients as a therapeutic intervention. Through fasting, prayer, and herbal preparation, the curandero creates conditions for the patient to 'visit the other side' and return with healing information. This practice, thousands of years old, anticipates the modern research question: can controlled NDEs be therapeutic?
Medical Fact
A 2010 survey of ICU nurses found that 45% had experienced at least one event they considered "unexplainable by medical science."
Physician Wellness, Grief & Finding Meaning Near Stillwater
Desert silence near Stillwater, Oklahoma is a healing agent that the Southwest offers in greater abundance than any other region. The absence of traffic, machinery, and human conversation in the desert Southwest creates conditions for a specific kind of healing: the repair of the nervous system's sensory overload, the slowing of the mind's compulsive activity, and the discovery that beneath the noise of daily life exists a quietness that is itself restorative.
Art therapy programs at Southwest hospitals near Stillwater, Oklahoma draw on the region's extraordinary artistic traditions—Navajo weaving, Pueblo pottery, Mexican papel picado, Chicano muralism—to provide patients with culturally relevant creative outlets. A patient who weaves a rug during chemotherapy is doing more than passing time; they're reconnecting with an artistic tradition that preceded their illness and will outlast it.
Faith, Medicine & the Unexplained in Stillwater, Oklahoma
Pueblo feast day celebrations near Stillwater, Oklahoma combine Catholic mass with traditional dances that are, at their core, healing ceremonies. The corn dance, the deer dance, the buffalo dance—each addresses specific aspects of communal and individual health through movement, music, and prayer. Physicians who attend feast days as guests witness a medical system operating in a register they were never taught to hear.
The Santo Daime and UDV churches near Stillwater, Oklahoma use ayahuasca as a sacrament in ceremonies that participants describe as profoundly healing. While the legal status of ayahuasca remains complex, the therapeutic reports from these ceremonies—including remission of PTSD, depression, and addiction—echo the findings of clinical psychedelic research. The Southwest's faith traditions include some that prescribe the most controversial medicines.
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Medical Fact
Some hospitals have documented recurring reports of apparitions in specific locations — typically areas where traumatic deaths occurred.
Medical Heritage in Oklahoma
Oklahoma's medical history is inseparable from the history of its Native American nations and the establishment of Indian Territory. The Indian Health Service has operated hospitals across the state since before statehood, including the Claremore Indian Hospital (now part of the Cherokee Nation Health System) and the Lawton Indian Hospital serving the Comanche Nation. The University of Oklahoma College of Medicine, founded in 1900 in Oklahoma City, is the state's largest medical school and operates OU Medical Center, a major academic health system. Dr. Charles McDowell, a Creek Nation citizen and one of the first Native American physicians in Oklahoma, practiced in Tulsa in the early 1900s.
The 1921 Tulsa Race Massacre had a devastating impact on the city's medical infrastructure—the Black-owned hospitals and clinics of the Greenwood District, including the Frissell Memorial Hospital, were destroyed. The medical aftermath highlighted the brutal racial inequities in Oklahoma healthcare that persisted for decades. Saint Francis Health System in Tulsa, established in 1960, became the site of another tragedy in June 2022 when a mass shooting at the Natalie Medical Building killed four people. INTEGRIS Health, Oklahoma's largest nonprofit healthcare network, traces its roots to Baptist Hospital founded in Oklahoma City in 1959 and now operates across the state.
Supernatural Folklore and Ghost Traditions in Oklahoma
Oklahoma's supernatural folklore blends Native American spiritual traditions with frontier ghost stories. The Parallel Forest near Bartlesville is a grove where all the trees grow in eerily straight, evenly spaced rows—legend holds that it marks a site where Osage ceremonies were performed and that spirits guard the trees. The Stone Lion Inn in Guthrie, Oklahoma's original territorial capital, is a bed-and-breakfast reportedly haunted by the ghost of a young girl named Augusta Houghton, who died of whooping cough in the house in the early 1900s. Guests have reported a small child bouncing a ball on the stairs and tucking them into bed at night.
The Skirvin Hilton Hotel in Oklahoma City, built by oil magnate William Skirvin in 1911, is famous among NBA players for its resident ghost—a woman named Effie, allegedly a housekeeper whom Skirvin impregnated and locked in a room on the upper floors. Players from visiting teams, including members of the New York Knicks, have refused to stay at the hotel, reporting rattling doors, strange sounds, and a female apparition. In the Wichita Mountains near Lawton, the Holy City of the Wichitas—a 1930s-era religious pageant grounds—is associated with reports of glowing figures seen walking among the rock formations at night.
Haunted Hospitals and Medical Landmarks in Oklahoma
Guthrie Scottish Rite Masonic Temple Hospital: The Scottish Rite Masonic Temple in Guthrie once housed a hospital for children. The massive limestone building, now repurposed, is said to be haunted by the spirits of children who were treated and died there. Visitors report hearing children's laughter in empty rooms and seeing small handprints appear on dusty windows that have no physical explanation.
Central State Hospital (Norman): The Central Oklahoma State Hospital, now Griffin Memorial Hospital, has treated psychiatric patients since 1887. The older buildings, some dating to the territorial era, are associated with reports of footsteps in empty hallways, doors that open and close on their own, and the apparition of a woman in a long dress seen in the windows of the original administration building. A cemetery on the grounds holds hundreds of patients buried under numbered markers.
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Medical Fact
Deathbed visions are distinct from delirium: they are typically brief, lucid, and involve deceased relatives rather than random figures.
How This Book Can Help You
Oklahoma, where Native American healing traditions and Western medicine operate side by side at institutions like the Cherokee Nation Health System and OU Medical Center, offers a unique perspective on the unexplained clinical phenomena Dr. Kolbaba documents in Physicians' Untold Stories. The state's tribal physicians and traditional healers have long recognized the existence of experiences at the boundary of life and death that resist scientific explanation—the same kinds of phenomena that Dr. Kolbaba, trained in the rigorous evidence-based tradition of Mayo Clinic and practicing at Northwestern Medicine in Illinois, found himself compelled to investigate and share.
El DÃa de los Muertos reading events near Stillwater, Oklahoma—where this book is shared alongside altars honoring the dead—create a perfect setting for its reception. In a culture that sets a place at the table for deceased relatives, a book about physicians encountering the dead in hospitals isn't shocking. It's expected. The dead have always been present; now the doctors are finally admitting they've seen them.


About the Author
Dr. Scott J. Kolbaba, MD is an internist at Northwestern Medicine. Mayo Clinic trained, he spent three years interviewing 200+ physicians about their most extraordinary experiences.
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