True Stories From the Hospitals of Tarnów

Among the quieter but no less powerful accounts in Physicians' Untold Stories are those involving patients who describe feeling a presence in their room — not a visual apparition, but a felt sense of someone being there. This presence is consistently described as comforting, protective, and deeply familiar, even when the patient cannot identify who it is. Physicians in Tarnów's hospitals have reported patients describing these presences with remarkable calm, often saying simply, "Someone is here with me," or "I'm not alone."

The phenomenon of sensed presence has been documented in various contexts — bereavement, extreme environments, sleep states — but its occurrence in dying patients carries a particular weight. These patients are not grieving or adventuring or dreaming; they are dying, and what they report is a companionship that defies physical explanation. For Tarnów readers who have sat with a dying loved one and felt something similar — an inexplicable sense that the room was more populated than it appeared — Physicians' Untold Stories offers the reassurance that this experience is widely shared among both patients and medical professionals, and that it may reflect something genuinely real about the transition from life to whatever lies beyond.

Crisis apparitions occupy a unique place in the literature of unexplained phenomena, and they feature prominently in Physicians' Untold Stories. A crisis apparition occurs when a person appears — visually, audibly, or as a felt presence — to someone else at the exact moment of their death, often across great distances. The Society for Psychical Research documented hundreds of such cases in the nineteenth and twentieth centuries, and physicians have continued to report them. In Tarnów, Lesser Poland, where the bonds of family and community run deep, these accounts carry a particular resonance: the suggestion that love can manifest across any distance, even the distance between life and death.

Dr. Kolbaba includes several crisis apparition accounts from physicians who experienced them personally — not as observers of patients, but as the recipients of visitations themselves. A doctor driving home from a shift at a Tarnów-area hospital suddenly sees his mother standing in the road, only to learn upon arriving home that she died at that exact moment in a hospital across the country. These experiences are transformative for the physicians who have them, often permanently altering their understanding of consciousness and connection. For readers in Tarnów, they are a reminder that the bonds we form in life may be far more durable than we imagine.

The philanthropic organizations serving Tarnów — community foundations, charitable trusts, service clubs — often seek to fund programs that address the deepest needs of the community. End-of-life care, grief support, and spiritual wellness are among those needs, and Physicians' Untold Stories can inform and inspire philanthropic investment in these areas. A community foundation in Tarnów that funds a grief support program informed by the book's insights, or a service club that sponsors a speaker series on the themes of consciousness and death, would be investing in the kind of meaning-making that strengthens communities from the inside out.

There are moments described in Physicians' Untold Stories when the entire atmosphere of a hospital room changes at the point of death. Physicians in Tarnów and elsewhere describe a sudden warmth, a tangible sense of peace, or a feeling of expansion — as if the room's physical dimensions have somehow increased. These atmospheric changes are reported by multiple people simultaneously, ruling out individual hallucination. A nurse and a physician standing on opposite sides of a dying patient's bed both independently describe feeling a wave of love wash over them at the moment of death.

These shared atmospheric experiences are among the most difficult to explain within a conventional medical framework, precisely because they involve multiple healthy observers experiencing the same subjective phenomenon simultaneously. Dr. Kolbaba presents them as evidence that death may involve an energetic or spiritual release that can be perceived by those nearby. For Tarnów readers who have been present at a death and felt something they could not explain — a lightness, a warmth, a sense of profound rightness — these accounts offer the assurance that their perceptions were shared by trained medical professionals, and that they may have witnessed something genuinely extraordinary.

In Tarnów, Lesser Poland, as in communities throughout America, the loss of a loved one can be accompanied by secondary losses: the loss of certainty about one's beliefs, the loss of a sense of cosmic fairness, the loss of trust in a benevolent universe. Physicians' Untold Stories speaks to these secondary losses with a tenderness that reflects Dr. Kolbaba's decades of caring for patients and their families. The book suggests — through the testimony of physicians who have witnessed the extraordinary — that these secondary losses may be based on incomplete information. The universe revealed in these physician accounts is not one of indifference and finality; it is one of connection, continuity, and compassion.

This is not a naive optimism. Dr. Kolbaba does not minimize the reality of suffering or pretend that death is painless. What he offers, through the voices of his colleagues, is a more complete picture — one in which death is real and painful and also, potentially, a doorway to something that looks a great deal like grace. For Tarnów families who are struggling with loss, this expanded picture can be the difference between despair and the slow, tentative return of hope.

Night shifts are when these stories most commonly unfold. There is something about the 2 AM quiet of a hospital — the skeleton crew, the dimmed hallway lights, the intermittent beeping of monitors — that seems to thin the barrier between the measurable and the mysterious. Physicians working overnight in Tarnów's hospitals have described a particular quality to these hours: a heightened awareness, an almost electric sensitivity to sounds and movements that the daytime bustle would obscure.

Dr. Kolbaba noted that many of the physicians he interviewed were reluctant to work nights for exactly this reason — not because they feared ghosts, but because they feared what acknowledging those experiences would mean for their understanding of reality. Several described spending years rationalizing away encounters that, when finally examined honestly, had no rational explanation.

The persistent mystery of 'crisis apparitions' — the appearance of a person at the moment of their death to a distant family member or friend — has been documented since the founding of the Society for Psychical Research in 1882. The society's landmark Census of Hallucinations, involving 17,000 respondents, found that crisis apparitions occurred at a rate far exceeding chance. Modern research has not explained the phenomenon but has continued to document it. In Dr. Kolbaba's interviews, several physicians described receiving visits from patients at the moment of death — patients who were in another wing of the hospital or, in one case, in an entirely different facility. These accounts are particularly compelling because the physicians did not know the patient had died until later, ruling out expectation or grief as explanatory factors.

The neurological research of Dr. Jimo Borjigin at the University of Michigan has provided new data relevant to understanding deathbed phenomena. In a 2013 study published in Proceedings of the National Academy of Sciences, Borjigin and colleagues demonstrated that the brains of rats exhibit a surge of organized electrical activity in the seconds after cardiac arrest — activity that is even more organized and coherent than normal waking consciousness. This post-cardiac-arrest brain activity included increased gamma oscillations, which are associated in human subjects with conscious perception, attention, and cognitive processing. The finding suggests that the dying brain may undergo a period of heightened activity that could potentially produce the vivid, coherent experiences reported by NDE survivors and deathbed vision experiencers. However, the Borjigin study raises as many questions as it answers. It does not explain the informational content of deathbed visions, the shared nature of some experiences, or the fact that some experiences occur before cardiac arrest. For Tarnów readers engaging with the scientific dimensions of Physicians' Untold Stories, Borjigin's work represents an important data point — one that complicates rather than resolves the debate about the nature of consciousness at the end of life.